no nice

there is no nice way to say it:
i let him go.
we were so good to each other.
i am going to miss him.

breeze

a cool breeze is blowing. the hot summer
days are over. i have made my decision.
it hurts, it really hurts.

without

i never met his parents,
neither has he seen mine.
we live happily in our bubble,
without outsiders.

connection

we met about a year ago. he soon moved
to my place.
the connection between us is something
very unic to me. never had like this before.

toes

early this morning, we went outside and dipped
our toes in fresh dew.
later i painted my toe nails bright orange.
one drop fell on the floor. i left it there.

mind

buckets

he was up early this morning, rattling buckets.
for what, i dont know.
i mumbled him to be quiet and
continued my disturbed sleep.

happy

while i was reading a book on our balcony,
he came quietly and started to nibble my hair.
i felt so happy.